Choosing The Right Solution

13I do not consider, brethren, that I have captured and made it my own [yet]; but one thing I do [it is my one aspiration]: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, 14I press on toward the goal to win the [supreme and heavenly] prize to which God in Christ Jesus is calling us upward.
Philippians 3:13-14 (Amplified Bible)

I pray that you all are blessed on this fabulous day and wonder new year of 2009! There are so many things that happened in 2008 and we want to leave behind, but the question is will we? This New Year embarks new challenges, new trial & tribulations, as well as new chance to serve a very powerful, mighty & able God, wholeheartedly for the sake of ourselves, our children and this world as it is today. In this 2009 year, let make our election sure that we are going to serve the Lord Jesus Christ will all of our heart and not allow our flesh be in cahoots with Satan and the hounds of hell. Let forget about the past and concentrate on how God wants to use us for the present and the future.

Many of us celebrated the New Year at our respected churches…or at least in someone’s church. There are many that flesh-fully celebrated the New Year downtown or at a club somewhere, and I am talking about folk in the church. But make no mistake about this…some churches were no different than the clubs on December 31, 2008…the past was not and has not been put behind them…the past is still leading them. Many churches in Austin and around this world brought hip hop, rock, Goth, etc. into their churches when this was supposed to be about Christ and the serious things we need to pray and unite about in this world. There were many promotions that hype around coming to church to “get crunk for Christ” that people came to a flesh/devil party and not an anointed/holy/righteous party in Christ. These photos are just depressing to see how folk think this will bring people into the church AND live right for Christ. Notice I said AND, because you can fill up a church with a bunch of nonsense, but can you get them to live right with the atmosphere you have in the churches today. No I am not saying that we should be boring, because church is not boring…it just depends what you put into what you’re doing and if you really want to live this life for Christ. We have to choose the right solution in every thing that we say and do…and that solution is Jesus Christ. What will 2009 hold for you in this Christian walk? Only truly seeking Christ and His Spirit & time will tell.





Saints of God, protect your mind and heart from all deceptions of this world this year. We have more apostles, prophets, bishops, pastors, teachers, etc. that are rising up that are not of God. Many folk in church will continue to be deceived and this will only make them numb to the Word of God. There will be many events that will happen in the entertainment world as well as the church and will cause many to fall away from the faith (2 Thessalonians 2:3), because their love will wax cold for God and all He stands for (Matthew 24:12). We must hold true to the things that are truly Christ…which is mainly His Word and those whom we fellowship with. Today we have folks eating solid foods when their stomachs are not ready for it. Many have received prophesies and have taken them out of context (just like God’s Word) and abused them and others who follow and fellowship with them. Oh 2009 I am going to bust some stuff up that is going on in the church! Paul is instructed in this passage of scripture to put all this filth behind us and press on to the true in God’s Word. The more we take of the comfort of God in Christ Jesus, through the Holy Spirit, the more closely we shall cleave (hold tightly) to it. The we rejoice in Christ Jesus (with our lives and commitment to Him) the more willing we shall be to do and suffer for Him, and the less danger we shall put ourselves and others in of being drawn away from the faith. The joy of the Lord is our strength (Nehemiah 8:10). Seek the true solution and that is Christ Jesus!

Although we have been told many times to forget the things of the past, but how can we…it’s impossible isn’t it? Paul is not saying that we can obliterate (destroy) the past from our memories, but we can and should be able to refuse to let our past stop our progress towards our goal...which is Heaven and all of its splendor. If you read Philippians 3:4-7, Paul is instructing us to forget our self righteous past and not allow it to catch up to us and allow us to lose focus on the job at hand…which is to live righteously, circumspectly and wins souls in the process. Where are you in your walk? We even need to forget (not focus) on the past success in our walk with Christ…we can easily get a big head and lose our focus and true purpose. Salvation is ours if we truly receive and accept it, but it is totally up to us. Christians should not be making New Years resolutions…resolution are meant to be broken. We should be making the right solution choice and choose Christ without second thought.

6My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge; because you [the priestly nation] have rejected knowledge, I will also reject you that you shall be no priest to Me; seeing you have forgotten the law of your God, I will also forget your children. 7The more they increased and multiplied [in prosperity and power], the more they sinned against Me; I will change their glory into shame. Hosea 4:6-7 (Amplified Bible)

Saints of God, 2009 will bring more challenges than it ever has before. We will continue to see this country fall to its knees due to the worship of idols and the blasphemy of God. We will continue to see the health of this world decline, because we are destroyed for the lack of knowledge. America as a whole has rejected the knowledge of God and now God’s promise is beginning to unfold. But we who are true in Christ should be of good cheer because God will continue to keep us. Again, I will say that Barrack Obama, Oprah Winfrey, TD Jakes, Creflo Dollar, Joyce Meyers, a desperate housewife, Pat Sajak & Vanna White, Buddha, Muhammad, Jay-Z, Beyonce, etc…no one will be able to save this economy, nation or world they are idols when they are looked up to. Jesus Christ is the only one who can saves this world from the damnation that it is headed to. Should we stop living for Christ and let things go on? God forbid. We are still called to pray, fast, gather together in fellowship with the saints of God, minister, inspired and encourage other to come into the house of the Lord. Do not allow your flesh to overcome your spirit, because when you do you only making harder for yourself and those you’re suppose to be a blessing to. Repentance is needed in this nation and this world, but it won't happen until we oursleves repent of the many things we have done to the Lord.

Continue to be obedient to you shepherd that God has placed you under. If you are feeling that your shepherd is not living right. Run, because walking is too slow. Find a church where you are fed, challenged and encouraged daily. If you are running from the pastor and the members of the church you’re at…then you’re probably engaging in some things that you have no business engaging in. Choose the right solution…that solution is Jesus Christ. Be blessed on this day and know that Jesus loves and I love you all too. Until the Sequel of Jesus.

True Repentance: My Personal Testimony

2And saying, Repent ye: for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. Matthew 3:2 (King James Version)

I pray that you all are well in the will of the Lord on this beautiful day He has created. Some have wondered how have I been or have I fallen away from the faith. No. I am fine…just busy supporting my family, dealing (dealt) with mental struggles in my walk with Christ and realizing that I have been bucking the authority of my shepherd and getting it right…that’s all!

To pick up on my journal, I cannot move on with any other topic until I fulfill the Lord’s will and repent before God for disobeying Him, against His Word and against the man of God that He has placed over me. This has been going on in the body of Christ for many years (including the biblical times) and only the true believers in Christ will make it right and stop the spiritual bleeding of disobeying God by bucking the authority of our shepherds. Now I am not talking about those from some of the the small & mega churches who are misleading their people and full of getting money & fame. I am talking about true pastors who cry at night because their people (flock) are digging themselves an early grave by not listening to the man of God, of whom God speaks through. This is going to be good, because true repentance is needed. (I had to clarifying the original journal concerning the mega churches and I am not stating that all mega churches mislead their people nor do I blame all mega churches and pastors of only wanting money and fame. Some small churches are included in this as well. Everyone should be comfortable now.)

I apologize to my shepherded and bishop, Dr. Billy Johns for all the eights years of this ministry I have not truly trusted his guidance nor his authority. There have been certain things in my walk with Christ that I have not agreed with, but truly having the life of the disciples revealed to me from God’s Word, open my eyes to where I was going in my walk with Christ. When the disciples doubted God, they suffered nervous breakdowns, became unsure of their own thoughts and purpose, rode on their own beliefs (which led nowhere) and lied when approached with challenges that tested their faith in Jesus. This has been my life for eight years…I would not agree with certain things that were said and I began to challenge God’s decision concerning my pastor, my bishop. Was I saying these things? No. But my actions stated differently. One of the many things God has shown me in this is when you do not heed the warnings of your shepherd and you go against the grain, it can cause some severe even deadly consequences…you’re not respecting God’s authority. This can’t be the case all the time can it? Well if someone lies every now and then aren’t they still a liar? If someone steals and kills every now and then aren’t they still a thief and murderer? Let’s move on.

I apologize to my wife, Mary McGarity, for all the troubled times I have given her during these seven and a half years of marriage. Have I beaten her, called her out of her name, committed adultery, etc.? No. But not being the true and consistent godly husband that God has called me to be...I have not. I have not been completely supportive of her talents and gifts and baby I am sorry. I love you with all of my heart and you are the apple of my eye, the peaches in my pie, the cookies in my crème and always the girl of my dreams. I thank God for you and thank you for putting up with me.

Am I downtrodden and depressed from all that I have gone through in this situation? No. I have not been haunted or tormented, neither by my passed nor from demons like some folks have suggested to me. I am free and I truly understand that things will never be the way we want it if it does not line up with God…we must truly seek what His will is for our lives. Speaking of that, I apologize to my elders in the body of Christ as well for not quickly adhering to your wise counsel and acting fast on this matter when God used you to warn me. I apologize and do know that this WILL NOT happen again, I love you all. Oh boy, do you know that when you say stuff like that Satan is going to test you? I say yes, I know that and I also say that I am a child of God…Satan can make things tough (with God’s permission) and man can only hurt my flesh…but God hurts all those plus the spirit & soul. This is true repentance.

28And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient; Romans 1:28 (King James Version)

God placed it on my hearts to do this long time ago, but I refused by not doing it. I apologized personally to my shepherd, wife, elders and brothers & sisters in Christ. Taking to the public through email? What for God? For me…true deliverance from rebellion and to encourage some folk to do the same and be free. You see saints of God when I did not complete my required tasks from God; it delayed the blessings from my family, church family and those who I am supposed to impact as well. I could no longer grow in my marriage with my wife. I could no longer bring the Gospel of Christ through Bible studies, my journal through the site God has me building, etc., because of the packed that I made with God before excepting my calling. I will never forget that I requested to God to not allow me to preach, teach or get in front of people if I am not truly obeying His Word to the fullest…AND place unbearable guilt on my heart that will prevent me from doing so. Now understand that I am not talking about sitting down because you fall and repent. I have hurt many people since being saved and I apologize for my faults. I am talking about constantly and consistently living in the sin of rebellion and refusing to get out of it. Saints when you are the only one that see that you are right and everyone else is wrong, it’s time to sit your butt down. Hey I’m straight forward, yes, sit your butt down. This is true repentance for me.

I apologize to for those of you I have let down and disappointed. I will not call names because folk look to see if they got left out. My pastor’s name is the one that matters right now after God and my wife (kids too). Folks, the time is at hand where we either put up or shut up…our faith is being tested now that it ever has before. True repentance is needed in order for God to truly free us from this mess of the world.

I do not want to get into other topics that will ruin God’s work in this journal. I pray that my testimony of repentance is a blessing to all who reads it, and that they will be free of deception from themselves, Satan and others who influence them more than God does. Especially in the time we’re living in now…we do not have time to be stuck on ourselves and the minor problems that we go grow. Repent, for the kingdom of God is at hand. Jesus shall return soon…the Sequel is near! Be blessed on this day and know that Jesus loves you and I love you all too. Until the Sequel of Jesus.

Alternative Substitutions

9Let love be without dissimulation. Abhor that which is evil; cleave to that which is good. Romans 12:9 (King James Version)

This is the day that the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it. I thank the Lord for this awesome day that He has always made. Yes this message is pertaining to the Helloween that is being celebrated on this day. I am surrounded by numerous folk who are happy to be "dressed up" today in costumes. Sadly to say, people of God will loose focus of God today and focus on Satan...knowingly or unknowingly, but still ignorantly thinking. Folk have no clue when the word of God says in Hosea 4:6 (Amplified Bible), My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge; because you [the priestly nation] have rejected knowledge, I will also reject you that you shall be no priest to Me; seeing you have forgotten the law of your God, I will also forget your children.

All Saints Nights should not be an "ALTERNATIVE" to Helloween. The Lord has ministering to me about having a Holy Spirit (Ghost) filled service, next to preach the Gospel of Jesus on Helloween 2007. Folks, why do we copy everything that the world does? We have candy (substituted for trick-or-treated candy), costume dressing, carnival fares, spiritual house (substituted for haunted houses) and many other unnecessary things going on at the churches on this day. My questions are, 1) Why is the Word of God not being preached if we're at "All Saints Night"? 2) Why are we not making sure that our youth be given the Word of God and to encourage their peers to know the Truth, than just give them candy (pure sugar), games to play and party time, in the holy sanctuary of God? 3) Why don't we have service around this nation that will boldly denounce Helloween and uphold the deity of the Lord Jesus Christ by not have All Saints Night, Hallelujah Night, party, jam or anything else without ministering to some hurting folk in the church?

12And you shall know (understand and realize) that I am the Lord; for you have not walked in My statutes nor executed My ordinances, but have acted according to the ordinances of the nations around you. Ezekiel 11:12 (Amplified Bible)

God is not pleased with making Him and His work as an alternative to Satan's work. When we substitute worldly things and make it godly, we still want that worldly taste wrapped up in a spiritual package. Folk just can't stop placing poisonous sugar in their bodies so they'll substitute it with sweet 'n' low. They want thing to taste the same, but be "spiritual". Our youth are spiritually and physically dieing daily when we refuse to give them the Truth. We would rather give them what we never had or were not able to have, than give them what they need and what we all need is the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Now if you're preaching the Word I'm not talking about you. If you're truly raising your children in the fear and admonition of the Lord, this message is not for you. But if you're allowing All Saints Night be a substitution for Helloween and the only difference is the title of the event...SHAME ON YOU!!!

The word "hallow" in Halloween means "to make holy or set apart for holy use", "to respect greatly" (Webster's Dictionary). This day is supposed to be a day that is sacred to the Lord just like any other day, not given an alternative to a day that is already His to begin with. Our youth need to understand that the church must take a stand to the day that is set aside for the devils, demons, ghouls...the hounds of hell. But the church must take that stand in order for our youth to do the same. They'll only do what they see the adults do. Let us eliminate the alternative substitutions.

In today's time, we want the world covered in Christian chocolate. I've heard of Christian clubs, Christian fraternities, sororities and secret societies. Christian hip hop, rock, Goth, soap operas and plays all have a lot of taste of the world in their spiritual stew. Folk want to be noticed in all aspects and refuse to wait on God to show them the way. We, too often as believers, look to please our flesh and not even realize it. The taste of the world is still in many of the Christians' mouths and we must eliminate the taste before we indulge in spiritual gluttony. Let us eliminate the alternative substitutions.

As I was in Albuquerque, NM earlier this week, I was sadden to see on CNN that they were discussing and asking in a question if the Halloween costumes that they display for the kids was too sexy. Why are we asking these questions? Why is the subject worth getting opinions instead of letting folk know that this is not expectable to allow young innocent children dress like grown prostitutes and hoochies? Why are we sacrificing our children of today like the children were sacrifice back in the days of Egypt? Why do so many Christians continue to embrace the thing of the world not caring if God is pleased? Because that taste is still there, just as long as no one knows that I’m fully addicted to the things of the flesh it’ll be all good. These substitutions must be eliminated.

19For your obedience is come abroad unto all men. I am glad therefore on your behalf: but yet I would have you wise unto that which is good, and simple concerning evil. Romans 16:19 (King James Version)

To better understand the history of the created demonic day, know the history that is behind the creation of Halloween. Everything about the worldly October 31st is demonic and well influential to those who celebrate it. God inhabits the praises of His people…do realize that Satan inhabits the praises of his people as well. Get with your pastors and assist us in having a Holy Ghost service to denounce Helloween 2007. If your pastors allow all the fun and festivities without preaching setting a holy standard before God, let pray for them as well. Pray that we all continue to seek the Truth in these last and certainly evil days. Be blessed on this day and know that Jesus loves you and I love you all too.

© 2007 What Lies Beneath Ministries Inc. All Rights Reserved

Inconsistent Christians

15Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him.
1 John 2:15 (King James Version)

We war against our flesh daily, that’s a proven and knowing fact. We war against principalities, rulers of darkness and of this world and against spiritual wickedness in high places…understood. But there seems to be an issue with certain believers (and we all deal with it) when it comes to humbling ourselves during the bad and unknowing times in our lives that God wants to be able to receive the glory. WHAT? What I am saying is that the church is continuing to fall because 1) folk do not know their proper place as far as authority is concerned. 2) folk are still stuck in some of their own desires and thoughts, refusing to let go of certain things and persons that do not pertain to God. 3) folk, when in their flesh, are always right and everybody else has lost their minds when they are being counseled for correction. There can be (from time to time) some inconsistency in the life of a Christian that can slowly corrupt them of they are not careful.

We, who are children of the most high God should know that God wants us to live for Him and Him only. But there are some influences that can hinder our growth…the main individual being ourselves if we are not careful. 2 Corinthians 6:14 warns us not to be unequally yokes with unbelievers, but this trend does not seem to stop when it comes to having our own agenda. See God is looking for folk to take a stand in their lives that have it made up in their minds that they are going to follow the ways of the Lord. God wants us to stop loving the world, because there are clues of fowl stenches in the church and alerts the elders of our churches that certain folk ain’t living right…yes I said ain’t. The Word is for the church because the people in the church don’t like to obey all the rules of God and attempt to make up things themselves and call it the anointing of God. When we mix the profane with the godly, then it becomes useable by God. But God is able to use any and everything. This is true, but He has set some rules and authority concerning some things and if He decides that He wanted to allow everything that was bad for good then He would be going back on His Word. There is inconsistency amongst the Christian community.

What John is explaining in the text today is that the people in those times, like they are today, were acting in way that was inconsistent with the relationship with Christ. See the world is a morally evil system, which opposes all that god is and holds dear to. The world cares nothing about a believer in Christ or anything that has to deal with holiness. This system of the world was set up and planned by Satan himself. When individuals are confronted by those who love them, that individual always believes that someone is after them, hate them, are jealous of them and are always in their business. When all along, Satan has planted the lie that no one cares about them. With all the mixing with the profane and gospel entertainment copying what the secular are doing, the church is continuing to lose its power at a rapid pace. Saints, Christian folks have no business dealing with secular folk when it comes to hanging out with them in fellowship.

11And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them. Ephesians 5:11 (King James Version)

If we truly love one another, we need to be able to come out of love and expose (reprove) the sins that people we love are involved in. If folk are hanging around the wrong crowds, we need to let them know. I witnessed some unsaved families correct, warn and chastise their loved ones when they are wrong. Then I’ve seen and continue to see Christian folk join together to demonically be against another brother or sister in Christ. Too many times folk who we think is on our side, end up being the very person that is drawing us further away from God’s Truth. We are not to indulge ourselves with folk or things that are of pure evil and have no righteous roots in them. We want to hang around that pacify our situation and hardly hang around those you are going to expose our sins out of love. Corrections, we never hang around those who are discerning and know better than to deal with our foolishness when we’re in our mess. There is inconsistency in the lives of many Christians today and many churches are not saying anything about it.

In all reality, expose the negative the influence that an individual is either around or performing themselves. Remember rebellion is the same as witchcraft…that what it says in my Bible. We must expose the sins that are being performed and allow the Holy Ghost to work within you. If you’re trying to help someone and you’re living in repetitive sin yourself (sinning knowingly), I’d advise you not to engage in helping folk expose their sins…you’re just keeping your sins covered. Your sins are not being exposed for deliverance. I know we hear this quite often, folk will discuss another individual’s negative lifestyle and discuss it proudly. But when it comes to their lifestyle being under the scope…everyone needs to shut up. There is a great deal of inconsistency in our walk with Christian when we are stuck on ourselves.

4Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God. James 4:4 (King James Version)

Saints, we must learn to avoid hanging around with the lost when we ourselves are not where we are suppose to be in Jesus Christ. The more we hang around ungodly folk, the more we began to think and speak foolishly concerning the things of God. You see, an individual who truly loves Christ will 1) inform those who are blinded by the world that they are being led astray from God. 2) totally separate from the individual or group, realizing that they themselves are having no ill effect on those they are around. 3) pray and fast for them, which is highly more effective than hanging around them and having no mention of Jesus in any of our conversations. Unless we are using His name in vain. Inconsistent Christians struggle with their challenges, but we all called and ordained by God to overcome each challenge that tests our endurance of faith...

This is not about God’s attitude towards us; it’s about our attitude towards God. The difference between the world and God is so different that we move toward the world, that we alienate ourselves from God. Has there been too many times in your life that you have felt that has forgotten you? Are there too many times where it seems that God has forsakened you? Could it be that we are attracted to the things of the world more than the things of God? God forbid. In the world, sin is considered acceptable and pleasurable. Unfortunately the world has lost its awareness of sin, and the sins have become a habit or routine. I don’t care what others say that is against the Word of God, the more you sin or hang around the atmosphere of sin, the more you become numb to the Word of God…and this can be a slow method of throwing your faith in Christ out of the window. There is inconsistency in the Christians’ walk, but we must still preach Jesus Christ crucified.

1Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us, that we should be called the sons of God: therefore the world knoweth us not, because it knew him not. 1 John 3:1 (King James Version)

We should stand in amazement of God’s love. We should be able to understand that God’s love is amazing, everlasting, merciful unending for those who truly love him. God loves are believers of Him through Jesus Christ only…are you one of the believers He loves? Jesus loves His own who are in the world, but are not of the world and will love all believers in Christ to the end (John 13:1). There must be consistency on our part in order to fell and witness the true, divine power of God.

Saints, I order to avoid being labeled an inconsistent Christian; we must realize that there cannot be any more soul ties with others via fornication/sex outside marriage. There cannot no longer have bitterness, hatred, jealousy and envy towards our families, friends and enemies if we want God to use us in a mighty way. People say all the time that they are waiting for God to do things for us, but realize that God has been telling us that He is telling us in His Word that He has to use us in order to actually do things in our lives. But in order for this to happen (be used by God) we make sure that our lives are being lived for the glory and honor of the Lord. The inconsistent Christian must be stop within the individual, within the family and within the church. Be blessed on this day and know that Jesus loves you and I love you all too. Until the Sequel of Jesus.

© 2007 What Lies Beneath Ministries, Inc. All Rights Reserved

True Reception

17Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you. 2 Corinthians 6:17 (King James Version)

I pray that your day is well in the will of the Lord on this beautiful day. This is the last day of school for most and I pray that we are prepared to look forward to all the free time our children have this summer. Somebody yell help please. I have been on an entertainment fast, but I truly feel compelled to discuss this disturbing issue that continues to spread throughout the body of Christ and vex my spirit. I am truly out for seeking truth & righteousness, which both belong to God. I've noticed in my short Christian walk that certain people have different views when it comes to what is true and what is a lie. I truly believe that God wants us to receive the Word with gladness and understanding. Please look at this from a spiritual view for this view is where I am coming from. I personally know some folk who are huge fans of this artist and I would like to set the record straight...of course in Jesus' name.

Tonex, born Anthony Charles Williams II is the pastor of Truth Apostolic Church in San Diego, California. He has a majority young adult congregation that does not have a clue of the mess that they are in when it comes to hearing the true Word of God. When I say Anthony, I am referring to Tonex because that's what his mama called him, so I'm going to call him Anthony.

Anthony has two links that I would like to share with you all that are quite disturbing as I mentioned before. By the looks of this photo I just don't see where being a pastor or Christian, for that matter, comes into play. In Anthony's link "yotonex", Anthony has an embedded YouTube link of a video he made and posted on December on last year. This video is straight amateur hood/gangsta and Anthony is trying to make it seem like he a rebel pseudo-messiah for the young generations today. He has numerous blogs and pages on myspace and Youtube, which totally takes the focus off of Jesus the Christ. He's known to dress in drag and displaying himself this way publicly at events like the Stellar Awards (Christian Grammy's???), concerts and other venues he partakes in. In this video, he is cussing up a storm, and making no since what so ever. PLEASE BE WARNED THAT THE LITTLE ONES DON'T NEED TO BE AROUND TO HEAR THIS FILTH!!! I wouldn't and cannot imagine my pastor in a get up like this.

For those of you who are wondering who is G. Craige Lewis, this brother is on fire for God. He heads a ministry called EX Ministries and his messages are causing damage to the hounds of hell. Rondy Long is one of his brothers in his ministry just in case you did not know.

This boy has lost his mind! Cussing all over the place and he's a pastor...took over his daddy's church and as the people looking spititual zombies. Here another clip of Anthony defending the word out on the street that he came out of the closet in the above song/video. It don't take much to know when someone is out the closet. I know some old folk that will point the individual out before that idividual will.

Now this is no way to present yourself as a living sacrifice to God. His childhood inspirations were/are people like Michael Jackson & Prince. Anthony's behavior today seems to mirror those spirits that were/are displayed by Michael Jackson and Prince.

On his website, Anthony has this YouTube video where he has certain lyrics that focus on his influence on the hood (HA!) and some choice words for a mighty man of God named G. Craige Lewis of EX Ministries. He says in his lyrics, "Glad I didn't loose it by listening to Lewis" in which he is stating that his actions in the ministry is God ordained and what brother Lewis and others are saying doesn't matter if God has ordained himself. Notice his whole behavior in this video and ask yourself or God for that matter, "is this how we should operate in the fruits of the spirit?" The way Anthony is acting is the way I used to act in the world...singing and looking in the mirror (listening to Tupac, Biggie, D.O.C., Gunz-N-Roses, etc.). Anthony has some disturbing behaviors and they look very demonic to be honest, but we still must pray for his deliverance and his influence on weak minded Christian. He even uses the word "nigga" in his Christian hip hop song. Christian hip hop? Kanye paved the way? God forbid that! Here are the links to research.

The Source of Reception

Honestly, I laughed when this was sent to me, but felt convicted soon afterwards because I know that this young brother is hurting from something and is in desperate need of the Savior Jesus Christ. We must realize that God has called us to separate from the world and totally leave everything ungodly outside of the church. Anthony has even mentioned in one of his YouTube blogs that he's now worldly. If you're saved how can one become unsaved unless he was never saved to begin with. Does God go back on His Word when he stated in Philippians 1:6 that, "He who has started a good work in you will ultimately complete it in the day of Jesus Christ"....God forbid. We're told that God is altogether on the side of those people: the Father, who can bring the charge, justifies them; the Spirit who is in the Godhead dwells within them reworking them and helping them; the Son who can condemn intercedes on their behalf. So when we truly and honestly confess the Lord Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior, our names are written in the Lambs book of Life and sealed until the day of redemption. (Revelation 21:27) God receives us once we truly receive and accept Jesus as our Lord and Savior. For one to say that they have gone back into the world is a bold statement and attitude to have. But then I am reminded of these verses.

22Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools, 23And changed the glory of the uncorruptible God into an image made like to corruptible man, and to birds, and fourfooted beasts, and creeping things. 24Wherefore God also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts, to dishonour their own bodies between themselves: Romans 1:22-24 (King James Version) It is scary to think that folk who choose to do things their own way, God allows them to go deeper and deeper into sin. I am not saying that God gives up on humanity, because He doesn't. I believe that God is giving us an opportunity to see how evil sin really is and how desperately wicked people can become by doing things their own way. God cannot possible receive us if we're not lining up with Him through His Word. To truly be received by God means to truly change our lifestyle and our lifestyle is our true way of worshipping Jesus in spirit and in truth. Have you gotten mad and almost lost your mind by doing things your own way. Forget about going to God in prayer. Forget about going to the elder of the church. I'll just do it...Frank Sinatra everyone...MY WWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! God will not truly receive us if He cannot see the reflection of His image in us.

Saints, continue to pray for folk we know are struggling with their walk with Christ. Pray for those like Anthony who seems to be hurt and scared, but will not turn it over to the Lord. I heard a minister tell a story about a pastor who had pastored for 35 years and admitted in his testimony at that time that he had only been save 6 years. How much damage did that caused the people who were under his ministry. True reception from God lets us know if we're in the right place. If we’re in church for entertainment, a fashion show, to act chuchy, etc…I say stop now like the old song says while you have time.

Pray for me as I complete my entertainment fast. It is hurting me ya'll because I am so used to being on this computer, television and music. But I crucify my flesh for Christ and I pray that people only follow me as I follow Christ. I hope I am rewarded at the end of this with me watching my Spurs win the 2007 NBA championship. Also, please pray and remember our troops this weekend for their valuable efforts to fight this war for whatever they are fighting for...we already have freedom. Think about it. Be blessed on this day and Memorial Day weekend and know that Jesus loves you and I love you all too.

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Lord Help Us!

23Neither shalt thou lie with any beast to defile thyself therewith: neither shall any woman stand before a beast to lie down thereto: it is confusion. Leviticus 18:23 (King James Version)


I pray that you all are well in the will of the Lord on this beautiful and awesome day in the Lord. I haven't spoke to you all on coon days (that means in a while) and I wanted to say hello and expose...or tell it on some crazy folk. I love it that God cannot lie and what He says will come to pass. I call your attention to the following poster for a movie coming out on April 27, 2007, do prepare your stomachs of what I am about to talk about.


There is a movie called Zoo that will be here in about three weeks. This movie is based on a true story concerning a man who died in 2005 from having sexual relations with a horse. He had numerous acts with horses and had these acts videotaped and shown on the Internet. How sicking is that? Lord Help Us!

15 And if a man lie with a beast, he shall surely be put to death: and ye shall slay the beast. 16 And if a woman approach unto any beast, and lie down thereto, thou shalt kill the woman, and the beast: they shall surely be put to death; their blood shall be upon them. Leviticus 20:15-16 (King James Version)

Notice the what the quote at the bottom of the Zoo title. This is demonic stuff that needs be kept away from our youth. I am aware that adults do what they want to do, I'm speaking for the youth and how we need to protect their innocent minds. This type of behavior continues to be displayed, of course, but we must deeply preach the Word of God and allow His Spirit to overtake our members (body) to save the lost. This movie may just pass under the radar (I pray), but I believe that this is going to pervert the minds of our youth who are exposed to it. The title Zoo will cause those who are not aware of the basis of this script to be curious. This may seem harmless to some, but it is actually deadly to the body of Christ. Lord Help Us!

While folk are constantly seeking breakthrough, season, miracle and harvest, our youth are being raised by some of the nastiest, perverted folk of out time. We so engaged into ourselves and the children have no one to turn to with their problems and issues. I've talked to numerous youth this year and majority of them have stated that they need to be loved and heard. Even the hard core boys and girls and broke down to tears when I have told them that they are beautiful and handsome and that God loves them and wants them on His team. Who's raising these kids? Entertainment, the streets and each other. Help us Lord!

I ask that we stand against this film coming out. Do not allow your youth to see this movie, preach against it hard in Jesus' name. Pass this along to those you know may not be aware of this movie coming out soon. Also, pray for those five young fifth grade individuals (3 males & 2 females) who committed sexual acts in a New Orleans elementary school in front of their classmates. Hear and see more about here, http://us.video.aol.com/?pmmsid=1880348. Pray for a Holy Ghost pouring of God's Word in these last and evil days. Be blessed on this day and know that Jesus loves you and I love you all too. Until the Sequel of Jesus.

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